Suicidal…
Shadows creep upon the four corners of the room.
Twisted thoughts are slowly taking over.
The energy within my humanity flows to doom.
And the darkness seems to come forever.
Such overwhelming desire to reach the end of the light.
Within bounds of chain I could feel the grip.
As the liquid fire glows behemently in the night.
I care not as it started to drip.
Heaven I could almost touch at the moment.
A feeling of euphoria it suddenly brings.
So weightless, pair of wings it has lent.
Coldness I feel, to my skin stings.
Soon it would be over, I feel the bliss.
But the feeling fades in to nothing.
Just when I thought I would deal with Death’s kiss.
I opened my eyes and I was falling.
Lights blinded me in a dazzling white.
And I feel the pain and disappointment inside.
Consciousness regained in fright.
That I have missed Death’s ride.
- Memory Book Entry: September 21, 2002
Bud Said:
on June 24, 2007 at 12:11 am
Francois,
Have you been drinking too much eggnog from Christmas that it is effecting your colon adversely?
LOL.
Bud
Bud Said:
on June 24, 2007 at 12:12 am
I like your haircut in the new profile pic you have.
You are definitely a handsome man.
Bud